Billy Porter said he was stunned by his success because for years “homosexuality was my responsibility.”
The Pose star, 52, reflected on her professional journey on the Table Manners With Jessie And Lennie Ware podcast.
Porter said, “You know, in every space, in every space, whether it’s personal space, whether it’s professional space, whether it’s intimate space, whatever, wherever I go. , my queerness was my responsibility.
“I was sent to an af ****** psychologist in kindergarten because I was a sissy. And so the message I got from the start is that something is wrong with you and you need to be fixed.
But I’m looking at my life right now. And I am flabbergasted. You know, because never in a million years did I imagine that my success would come because of my authenticity, and because of my truthBilly Porter
“So of course when someone tells me that your homosexuality is your responsibility, how can you not believe them, you know, if the proof is there, and it was my responsibility for decades.
“But I’m looking at my life right now. And I am flabbergasted. You know, because never in a million years have I imagined that my success would come because of my authenticity and my truth.
Porter, who played the sharp-tongued emcee Pray Tell on the Pose series, recalled watching Oprah Winfrey 20 years ago talk about changing intentions in life.
He added, “What is your intention in life when you spend your intention in service. Everything else will work out on its own. And I was like, what does this service look like to me?
“Like I’m standing in front of the mirror and saying, how can I be of help?” And it hit me like a ton of bricks. You know, it’s your quirk.
Speaking to singer and host Jessie Ware on the hit podcast, Porter said he was bullied for the first five years of his school life.
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The actor, singer and writer added, “You know, daily bullied endlessly… but when I opened my mouth to sing, the bullying stopped and I had that kind of power. And I had that kind of respect. And I was like, ‘Well, that’s what I need to focus on.’ “
Porter, who won a Tony Award for Best Leading Actor in a Musical for his role in Kinky Boots, is directing a musical production of The Life and has completed the directing of his first feature film due out next summer.
Listen to the full interview on the Table Manners With Jessie and Lennie Ware podcast.